this is poetry

Thursday, November 11, 2010

soul scream

soul scream


i want to hurt this body
in fact sometimes i want it to stop living
and i don't care if anyone believes me
they are busy medicating
i am starving
they are faking
i am throbbing
oh they wish there was something they could do
as they medicate
and forget
and worry and hope
and pray and forget again
i'm contemplating an end
for meaning somewhere